arghs! i have the worst days ever recently. damn lousy luck. ass man.

i fcuking fell down during mass run punishment this morning. then stupid mr yu ask me he go get bian bian come carry me hao ma. LMAO!! freaking pain can. wahlao ehs. =/ still call me stand up walk. no brain sia.

mr quek told me tomorrow no need run aces day. x)

im only happy about that.

finally finish watching the movie showed in chinese lessons. damn nice lorhs can.

after that went back to class got all of my books out and home. arghs!! heavy but pok gay help me. x) (pok gay is my bianbian in case you didnt know.) wahahas. im so bad. =x

its teacher's day celebration tomorrow and i hope it wouldnt suck. =)

chaos. my entries are getting more and more boring.

yeah yeah. i know i know

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ya im lazy. was especially moody on friday. people who are fed up with me on friday please forgive me. i am seriously fed up as well. due to so many stuff. but im not gonna say the first one. close friends knows.

secondly is due to some fcuking people working in m-industrie. i order liao the handbag they sell to other people. wtf is that man?

fcuk you all. I WANT MY MICKEY HANDBAG. damn!! gonna point my middle finger at you all someday. =)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LYNN LAOPO. SMOOCHES FOR YOU. x)

thats about it. chaos.
























MY LAOPO!! <3 ilu`

rui jiex, i love anna sui as well. lets buy it someday. darn nice. x)

lastly, fcuk all the idiots. ARGHS!!

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its easy!

just... slack and slack more!

ah anyway, did not blog for a week. i have so much to share!! firstly, I FOUND MY MICKEY EARSTUD ALREADY!! how nice. hehe. its so long ago i forgot when. x)

monday to wednesday nothing much happened. so dont mention larh hor.

on thursday, the fcuked up discipline department call me go for 3 days detention because i did not turn up for damn rcy. how idiotic is that? its after a half fcuking year they start to tell me i should go when i said i wanna get hell outta rcy. i think they dont understand simple and clear english. no idea why. =/ arghs. hate rcy. i don wanna get my hands on em anymore. NO DETENTION FOR ME. =) i don care. my mum agreed to help me. they have no brains man.
after school that day, went for my spinal checkup. IM OKAY!! no hard back support for me. happy happy happy~ i was startled when the doctor told me to take of my shirt. his a guy. bo bian lorhs. somemore say what 27 degrees, SCARED THE HELL OUTTA ME SIA. its something else. hehes. its the same old 8 degrees. hope it doesnt increase. =) after that went home and slacked again. so no blogging.

had a fun outting with eunice marmie, xiao rui jiex, net and lynn laopo on friday, went wisma at first. marmie bought a anna sui eyeshadow brush and i bought a eyelash brush. its just $13 and its anna sui!! arghs! my first anna sui. x) darn happy. after that went walk walk around there, all expensive expensive stuff. GUESS and MNG all $1oo plus de lehs. see liao also scared sia. lols! after that they went to buy cookies from famous amos. i keep eatin jiex de. wohoo~ damn nice. x) marmie bought for her dandan. hehees. we went to m-industrie at there as well, marmie want find mickey shoes for her boi but cant decide yet so go bugis first. reach there liao but no size. haiyahs, and no more my silver mickey bag. arghs!! =/ walk walk around inside parco, bought a silver belt for $12.5o, jiex bought fresh box tees. after that went village ler walk walk around, bought a ring and hp stickers. me and jiex heard a tourist asking for price, omg her voice is so manly i thought she underwent some sexual ops. laugh till i want die can. x}
net bought a checkered top then marmie bought hello kitty stuff. after that we took cab and went back wisma look for size for the shoes, they say shaw's house have wor. marmie so excited and we went back there with her, i was also hoping they have the handbag i wanted. on da way there, a couple on da motorbike kept staring at us and we pointed middle finger at them. the woman pointed back! wtf. -.-"

the results...

WE BOTH GOT WHAT WE WANT!! woohoo~ x) gonna buy on sunday de but for your info, someone dua me. arghs! suan ler, nevermind.
we all walked towards da mrt and i remember the damn damn damn funny thing that happened. omfg, a lao kok kok was giving out flyers and when jiex was about to take it, he moved his hand away in a high speed which looks so hilarious. causing us to looks so stun. fcuk man i can say he give the idiotic kinda face somemore, i cannot tahan.
went home right away, i was alone. dammit. damn tired after a long walk so skipped blogging.

yesterday... hahaha~ went out with bianbian DARLING. at first want go bugis meet peng and kit de but they drag and drag. pinky told me about his problems. i think he really love her. his quite a nice guy i can say, find oppotunity to talk to her okay. jiayou jiayou jiayou!! =)
was a little fed up with the others, play pool play pool. haiyah! so we watch movie lorhs. x) bianbian de friend help us buy M18 de movie. wohoo~ Land of The Dead is nice can. it actually scared me sia. twice somemore. people who know me knows i dont get worked up over horror movies. FIRST DAMN TIME MAN. =/ so its really a must watch. get a 18 years old or above friend now! terms and conditions applied. x)
after that walk walk around there met net n caslin aiai. hees, xiang xiang~ SO CUTE!! i wan bring caslin home!! =p
pk smsed and asked where i am, she at cwp also!! met her and walk walk together with the others with bianbian and pinky. net and ricky went home first, we went mos burger for dinner. i spent all of DARLING's money. bad me. =x we chat chat ler then went home. hehehes. DARLING pei me! x) hao kai xin~

today lehs, got people dua me lorhs. angry can. arghs. =/ fcuk care larhs. pk cant come out also. other people either stay at home or cant come out or got something on. stay at home whole day lorhs. be good gal. haiyah, waited for sunday for so long de lehs. then now like this, fed up larhs. whole day online, ate pizza and waste lotsa time. gonna do little homework later i suppose. HAIYAYAH~! angry... =/ maybe i will update later if im happy. DAMN AHS!!

poof*

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yeah...

BAH!!

arghs!! fcuk larhs. my mickey gold earstud drop when i taking shower. didnt notice when i drop and when i look for it, its already gone. i cant find it anymore. fate lai de larhs. fcuk sia. last time drop ler also like that, but then DARLING found it for me after that.

PLEASE LARH!! NOW IS DROP IN BATHROOM HOW TO FIND!! ARGHS!! DAMMIT DAMMIT!! FCUK!!

okay enough. gonna let my anger out by shopping. =)
slacked at home today, woke up quite late, kena disturb by my mum to wake up. did a little housework, have lunch. eat ler then of cos, i fell asleep. daily routine of a farm animal. which is aka a pig. =x i admit it okay no need people to smack that name right in front of my face. i know i know.

haiis. waiting for DARLING's call now. where is he? ='[

ARGHS!!
sunday suck balls.
damn you.
update later if i feel like it.
oh ya, last but not least.

bah!!

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it has been such donkey years since i blogged. yeah, totally suck balls. too tired to fix this damn lagging computer i have here. arghs, and my brother occupied it for youknowhat long. =/ i was just lazy. one whole week no blogging feels abit weird. things happened this whole week, kinda solve already. without quarrels with him is such a blessing to me now, how i hope we would be like the past. so wonderful and being envied by people. i like that, that kinda life with him in. nothing beats to that now. i just wanna go back to the past, be like the past. i love him the same since the day it start and till now it has never change, whats wrong with the past few days then? i hope it dont come again. arghs. ARGHS!! i wanna stop talking bout this already. CAUSE...

WE ARE OKAY!! X) WAHAHAS.

DEAR I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH. DONT WAN QUARREL LIAO K. OKAY OKAY OKAY? I'VE DECIDED TO CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT FOR YOU. I PROMISE LER. DON LEAVE ME. I'LL CARE FOR YOU, LISTEN TO YOU. ONLY YOU.

SMUACK SMUACK SMUACK. <3

x) happy me. on the way back to last time liao ler. woot~

anyway, nothing i can talk about today. gonna stay at home and do daily exercise, which is nua-ing aka slacking. =) talk bout yeaterday instead...

went home after school with DARLING and saw daddy =x im deadmeat. arghs. then bian accompany me till he late for program. x) i so love him. so ask net out lorhs, she called jerryl and her rickymouse as well. lols. we went shop shop. bought a black necklace and pearl earrings. walk walk and took photos with them, will upload them when net send me. =)

they went home and i went marsiling look for DARLING after that. saw zhu xian, zhao hua, pinky and jookee (i hope never spell wrong =p) oh yah this jookee is my DARLING's gay partner. x) so bo liao. after that DARLING accompany me home, when waiting for bus i disturb him =x and talked about couple stuff we gonna buy!!
1) giordano mickey tshirts $2o each.
2) wallets (DARLING said gonna buy one month later, so gonna go look liao ler)
woot~ can i love you till the day of my last breath? love love love u DARLING. x)
DARLING pei me till 1o3o. =x sorries wor, when go home we chat again that time i halfway wanna go sleep ler. arghs, bad me. =/

SORRIES DARLING
IM REALLY SO IN LOVE WITH YOU.
PLEASE READ THIS LER AND TELL ME YOU LOVE ME TOO. WE STILL WANT GO JAPAN AND PARIS TOGETHER DE LEHS. x)

chaos.
smooches.
<3bianbian~

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=/ lousy days, lousy hours spent. everyday is a lousy day. i really wanna get out of all these but how? for god damn sake tell me how. i cant stand it anymore. we are always blaming each other but not ourselves. its just so tiring.

ARGHS I FEEL LIKE STABBING MYSELF HARD RIGHT IN THE HEART. MAYBE IT HELPS TO CURE.

i dunno larh. update later. no fucking mood now.

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ya larh! its just like what my title meant. its all just a big FUCK!! i dont wanna scold vulgarities de lehh. but wtf lorh. these few days no blog cos too many damn things happened. lets list them out.
firstly, i quarrelled with darling. close friends should know larh. i dont wanna say so much. its damn fucked up although we're quite okay already. damn fed up with what happened. i dont wanna tahan anymore liao ler. its last chance ler. darling see liao ma? =) hope you did.

ohh ya~ my fucking monitor at home spoil liao. now blogging using damn school computer. PATHETIC ANOT? wahlao ehs. i was so fucking angry i shoke the whole damn monitor and it broke. =) clever girl. *claps* wtf. x)

arghs!! whatever. i'll update in lanshop later after school.

ARGHS!! FUCK!!

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